song of the day

it was supposed to be you silv. i love you so much. i am just a shell of myself without you. i hate looking at myself lately, i hate speaking, i hate everything there is no joy in anything anymore. it’s been a fucking month and you’re still the only thing in my head. And idk I don’t know what to do. i know you can’t come back as much as i want you to, but god can’t you? i wonder if u read these and u just laugh at me, how pathetic can i get. can you come live with me? what do i need to do to get you back? but i know it’s selfish for me to want that too. id do anything to free you from that whole situation i just don’t have a way. id die if it meant you could be freed from that but it doesn’t work that way does it. id sell my soul for you to live a life free from those people, but idont know how to do that. im worthless im sorry you fell for someone so worthless I should have been able to save you im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry. ilove you im sorry

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