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no one’s noticed ive gotten a haircut, but youd have noticed right? if i didn’t tell you but i got one secretly you’d know right? I know youd know. why’d you have to go and show me real unconditional love? I don’t know what to do without it, but you’re the only person who gave me that. i tried taking pictures to show you but idk I don’t like looking at myself anymore, and i don’t want you to have to look at me either. I miss you, if you can’t come back to me in this life can you meet me in the next one? i guess deep down i knew you couldn’t stay as much as i tried to force it but couldn’t bare to lose you. i don’t regret it, it might hurt a little more than if i stopped talking To you, but all that extra time with you was worth it. I love you. I love you. I love you.